It is extremely hard to just keep smiling and to pretend that you're not sinking inside. I CANT. THWEOIJGMWE. My best is my best and although I may seem as 'nice' and 'serene' ALL the time, I'm not. I'm HUMAN. That's the word. They get mixed feelings and I do too. Stress, Annoyance and SO MUCH MORE is bottled inside. Bleeeeergh. Just keep smiling. Just keep smiling. I get annoyed easily, I can tell you that. People just don't want to put in the effort, right? They just don't get it. They don't understand the point. They just want it their way. Others are mad and think they are having a rough time. But at the same time, they don't notice what we're in for. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeell, I guess that's just life. I just gotta, hmm... Keep smiling...